ms Ripplicious

2009-08-23T21:05:00.001+08:00

It's been really an exhausting week for me....I'm too busy with work and doing overtime...Can u imagine, im already doing 12hrs shift...plus doing overtime....

I feel happy werking...and i dun even think of my problems when im at werk...tats y i chose to work and work....yea im tired and shag...but it will pays off..

Hmmmm....i have a lot of things running thru my mind now. But i just dunnoe where and how to start...sometimes its good to let all out but at times i prefer to just shut myself up....
Now...i dun even noe wat to say..

i guess im too exhausted.....i'll sleep early...tomorrow im doing overtime again...

And HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRENS! =)

2009-08-17T02:42:00.002+08:00

I'VE GOT NEW PIERCING!!

heheheehhe

And i tot it's painful to pierce there...no pain at all!! hahaha

2009-08-17T02:25:00.002+08:00

Yes People i know tat its been 2months plus since i update my blog yah...

My work has been keeping and making me busy....tats my only reason...and it have been sometime since i last saw my good frens...whoever lah..it doesnt matter..it maybe you who's reading my blog now...

And...and...i have been to busy to even meet up wit boyfie often...Hmmm...it's really very sad for me...and along the way, there's the ups and downs, but like i said, im making myself busy with work. And yesterday finally we went out together to the ZOO!! yipee!! and it's boyfie 1st TIME K go to the zoo! Pity him....hahaha....We did have fun, and i enjoyed our day together.

im lazy to upload pictures...tgk jek lah tu...:P

2009-05-31T23:00:00.002+08:00

I'VE GOT MY ADVANCED 21ST BDAE PRESIE FROM MY

DEAREST BOYFIE!!!

Sony Ericsson W980

Wohooo!!!!

i love you many2!!! **hugs&kisses**

Went to Bugis with Syu...Shop&Shop!!! And finally i get to try PASTAMANIA! oklah not that bad...maybe because im not tat hungry when we're eating....And tomorrow morning shift! damn! gotta go to bed early...

AND once again A VERY HUGE TENKIU TO MY BOYFIE for giving me tat HP!! =)

2009-05-25T11:56:00.002+08:00

Well....sorry for not updating my blog....as u people noe, since werking in the airport...i've got no time to even check my email at times....12hours is very tiring for me, and seriously no matter wat i'll find the time for my boyfie and family...

Work is fine for now i guess...ahakz...hopefully it will be fine all the way...Environment is great, with 24hrs aircon surroundings and the food at the canteen was cheap and nice...And 1 more thing that i learnt while werking in airport, u cant trust anyone there...They may seems nice in front of u, but u never know wat the hell they wud be talking behind ur back! DANGER! haha

I wont write so much today..im still feeling very tired..even after getting more than enough sleep...

AND..AND..AND...I CANT WAIT FOR MY 21ST BDAE! =)

2009-05-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

Heylo....

Hmm...1stly i must say tat im freaking TIRED!! hahaha..it's just 1 nite im doing the nite

shift and i felt so tired..haha...i have to get used to it sooner or later..

I'm posted to Terminal 1, Team Alpha! the people quite friendly and gila2!!haha...and and and...Alpha Team Leader is quite handsome n cute lah ehk!! wahahahahaha..

He's name is Omar...;)

But still, im a bit sad lah, coz all my kakis not wit me, NOT EVEN A SINGLE one k!! Most of them are posted to Terminal 3...=(

aND tmrw im doing the 1st morning shift...Pray hard tat i wont get the intrusion thingy...

And i really MISS All My Frenz!!!

Hope to see you all soon aite...=)

2009-05-11T13:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3 YEARS 10 MONTH BOYFIE!!!

Love is like playing the piano, 1st You must learn to play by the rules.Then u forget the rules and play by ur heart.

If I cud hold a star for everytime u made me smile, I wud hav a whole nite sky in the palms of my hands.

Some people say u only fall in luv once, but every time i hear your voice i fall in love all over again.

We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly.

One day i caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realised I was thinking of u..

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

First dates are awkward, first kisses are heavenly, first sign of love is there for always, and the first day of the rest of our lives together makes everything else worth it.

I Love You...

2009-05-06T21:23:00.004+08:00

HEYLO PEOPLE!!! yah i miss blogging...wahahahaha...it's been some time since i update my blog....well, im too tired and busy due to WORK!

And and ANd.....I PASSED my TEST!! im so relieved and happy...Now im officially certified AVSO! cedebah!! For my another group of frenz who's taking their test tmrw...All The Best k people!!

Nice not im with perm hair?? but i didnt perm it k...i tied my hair the "scorpion chun-li" style, and when i get back home and untied it...the result is thiz...NICE RITE??!! hehehe

AVSO COLLEGUES....

Azmi&Me
SaniBoy&Me

BoiManje(Suresh)&Me

Gunda (PM Rahman),Ida&Me

2009-05-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

IM SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING...

COZ IT'S REALLY HAVE BEEN A VERY TIRING DAY FOR ME!!

DUE TO WORK....HAIZ...

2009-04-26T21:43:00.002+08:00

Im totally tired n some more got block nose! Argh..but now i feel better after eating medicine.
Yesterday went to Yishun Industrial wit boyfie n halim. Boyfie went to pay his road tax and changed his engine oil...
N its damn hot..i was sweating all the way..

After then we went to eat at AL-AMEEN woodlands...I had Mee Goreng Basah! Sedap! haha..kk it sounds so funny..Then boyfie send me home. Then i straight away head to BED! and sleep for a few hours...

And my parents went J.B and slept @ i dunnoe who's house lah kan...hehehe...
so i called boyfie and we went to "Tampines" (inside joke la ehk) hahahahaa...Reached home around 2am...N boyfie went to "lepak" wit his fren...again upon reaching home, i slept again..haha..btol nye penat..! 4am boyfie called, asked whether im hungry..Of course lah kan!
Then we go JB! breakfast lah konon2 kat sane..he top-up his fuel and buy his cigaratte...I "selit" it for hym ehk! Then went back home...Time: 6.30am....and zzzzzz again...

And todae's schedule....i slept almost the whole day! hehehe..i woke up at 1230noon, shower, eat, watch dvd...sleep again from 3 to 7pm...now i got more than enuf sleep oready...=)

K people...i can't wait to end my course which is like 4 days left!!! Hooray!! AND AND TO GET PAY! and my collegues and i oready had planning to go shopping!

Hmm..since the 1st day i had my training course, i met a lot of new frens, and its not only from our age, but also those aunties, uncles, pakcik n makcik k...in my class theres a total of 56 people...haha..there's the irritaiting one, the crazie2 one, the look-like rapist wannabe, the mentel2 one, and the minah and mat rep..hahahaha

and yea, we took some pictures wit our not so nice uniform....seriously i dun like it ehk!

Anggerek, Shiqin, Nad,Ida

Tiz pic was taken beside Zouk..haha...we went out for a while since we got

a long lunch, and headed to Shiqin's bf workplace..

And it's very windy! hehe

2009-04-18T15:08:00.008+08:00

Okae people like i've promised...to update n upload pixies!! from the latest activites to the past..

Pictures above were taken during our training....seriously its very sleepy hearing the trainers explaining to us about the screening and security stuffs...Even though its 2 and half weeks but i really can't wait for us to start work at the Airport! hahaha...and wearing the uniform..Ugh!! i dun like it k...its grey top with black pants..so the tak LAWA!

These pictures were taken last last Wednesday i think..hahaha..

Location: Redhill

Met up wit Sarah Belo and Esyha...We still got a lot to check up with...hahaha and i really miss you gals!! Gonna have to mit up again..and thiz time HUda u have to follow us too k...No excuses ehk! =)

Pixies below taken at SIA Club...Wedding Dinner...Last Sunday...

quite grand wedding...Its and Indian wedding btw..hahaha..me and my kuzzins were very pretty lah seh!! hahahahahaha pakai mcm org nk g PROM!! more pictures at my cuzzin camera...

2009-04-15T21:04:00.001+08:00

I am really sorry if ive not been updating my blog...Ive been busy lately, with my training..

Im really very tired...

Promise to update by weekends k!! =)

2009-04-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

I am dead tired today..Accompanied boyfie fishing at Sembawang Park..

And i was like scratching all over my body eh...damn itchy, n so many

small creepy crawling insects...Bring back home with 4 fishes, 2 medium, 2 small

and 1 crab! then went back to his place and eat 'ikan bakar'

And yesterday i met up wit Sarah Belo and Aisyah hockey! I missed them loads!

And obviously so many stories so little time and with boyfie around, i cant talk too much!

Haiyo...sorie ah geng! Hahahaha...but yea we did took pictures, and ni nk kne tngu

sarah la kan...sume kat dlm camera die...

Tomorrow Public Holiday!! Good Friday..

No plans!!

i'll upload the pictures once Sarah pass it to me..;D

2009-04-04T00:50:00.003+08:00

Plz....

Make me Happy....

It's not much tat im asking for...

2009-04-03T21:51:00.003+08:00

Hmm...tiz graffiti was done by one of my old fren... haahah it was suppose to be kinda bdae present for me 3yrs back!! But since we've got a very busy and tight schedule, we didnt get to mit for 3yrs...hahaha And today, by chance we're both not buzy....he came down to my blk n pass tiz graffiti to me!! :) Tenkz ehk!! I love it!!

Smiley...=)

2009-04-03T21:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BDAE MUHAMMAD FARHAN ALIAS!!!

well his bdae was on the 2nd April, but as he was in camp..

so mom cooked for hym todae....he booked out quite early today!

I bought hym a small cake, n mom made steak, chicken chop, n crabs!!! Ala-ala western !

Sluuurrppp!!!! Sedap kepe!!

2009-04-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

I've got the Cisco job as a screening officer and im posted at Changi Airport. Went for the medical check up with Hidayah.. Too bad ah kite tk dpt doctor Faisal seh..(inside joke) ;)

After then, met up wit Lilo and accompany her to civic for a while..Then si Su plak, met her go buy her nose stud, then we got FREE DRINKS at Cafe Galilee....hahaha

Su n ida went back home wit me...then i met up wit boyfie..Went to Jurong, he's enrolling his class 4! Hmmm good for him lah...then went to CWP to watch Street Fighter!

Overall the movie was ok! Coz i loike tat "Lana" so much...the way she fight!! Fuyooo...

If only i cud fight like tat...i'll be called Nad Li...wahahaha

After the movie, went to Lilo's blk, chill2 for a while..N then home sweet home...

2009-03-30T00:56:00.002+08:00

PSSST....

CAN I FORGET ABOUT U?

OR

CAN I FALL IN LUV WITH U ALL OVER AGAIN?

2009-03-29T00:52:00.007+08:00

Lately ive been a bit busy, looking for jobs...Going for interviews here n there..

Since im no longer working at TZ, i find it really boring staying at home..

Cant take it spending 1 wk at home...

N ive uploaded pictures.....Enjoys!

I've cut my fringe...boyfie havent seen it yet..But he saw

at my frenster, coz ive uploaded my picz there...But luckily nvr say anything...

I meet him, must pin it up...He dun like it when i cut my fringe into bangs or watsoever

PssT Lily...adr mcm same tk gmbr aku ngn si halim...wahahaha
Tapi aku lagi CUTE ah!!!

Hee Hee Hee

2009-03-24T04:56:00.003+08:00

Has

Always

Been

Trying

Understand

You

Not

Hurt

Your

Feelings.....

2009-03-19T10:45:00.003+08:00

I had a dream last night...I dreamt about my boyfie...I think i miss hym too much oready..

Its been 3days? 4 days? i havent been seeing hym. Haiz...i really MISS hym...

I wanna mit him, I wanna hug him, i wanna kiss him....

I love him so much...

I'll try to ask him to fetch me from work later...if he's not sleeping...

I really nid to see him badly...

2009-03-18T23:53:00.001+08:00

WHY EH AT TIMES BLOGGER IS UNDER MAINTENANCE LAH, THEN AT TIMES MY TAGBOARD CANNOT SEE LAH....

THEN THE SENTENCE ALIGNMENT.....

HAIYO....

2009-03-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hmmm....I went to my aunty place just now...When she saw my expression..she knew i got problems. She thought i was having problems with boyfie, But

then i told her, its about my dad. I explained to her everything...And she listened. I asked her, why cant my parents be like u...So much more understanding, and easy

to talk to..

She told me, she can only helped me by listening to my problems, and give me

some advice..Coz if she were to intefere and talked to my dad bout this, not only tat i

will be in trouble, but she will also b in trouble and stuff...She knew how's my dad temper like.

She asked me to talk to my mom nicely and explain things, but i told her, my mom

can b nice at times, but she can be quite nasty at times...And if i were to tell her certain things,

tats it...she will nag, n scold me all the way...

She told me to b patient, and just listen first, and if i cant talked things to them, or

im having any problems, i can just talk to her...She even said, i can sleep at her house..

I knew, its been quite sometimes since i last slept at her house...But it feels

good tat i told her bout it...but i knew she can intefere...Haiz

2009-03-17T22:47:00.001+08:00

My life has been really shit....I just dont know how else to face my dad...things been from bad to worse...He didnt talk to me anymore....But instead asked my mom to talk to me...I just dont know wat else he want from me...Been stuck for 2 days....cant go out...N im all alone crying in my room...Who can i rely on from now...The people i loved just dont seem to bother about me anymore...
How i wish i can just fly away, and get away from all these...But as much as i hate him, he is still my dad after all...It's just tat im really sad tat he's doing all these to me...Why? Why?
I just dun understand...:'(

I've been crying n fall asleep the whole day...
Im really tired of my life....Haiz

2009-03-14T17:36:00.003+08:00

WOODGROVE SECONDARY 10TH YEAR CELEBRATION!!

They are having Fun Fair...I went there around 1130am and met up with Hidayah..
It was very happening lah....So many stalls...It was damn hot when i reached there..And there's also performance by SLEEQ!! Yeah, one of the singer, Shariff was the son of 1 of the teacher in WGS, Mdm Sal...
Me and Dayah, got tired and thirsty coz of the hot whether...We get some ice lollies, popcorn, And Prata Chocolate! Yummy!!!
And then, it was raining heavily when it's time to go back...
Met some teachers....Wohooo!!! I miss them loads!!!

Me and Cikgu Aza...

She's 1 of the Malay Teacher...

Mdm Sal(Tatz Shariff mom on the left) and Mdm Radiah

My English Teacher & History Teacher

Mr Justin

The All Time Cool Teacher...Gerek!! But he neva taught me b4...

Mdm Saratha...

My Form & Eng Teacher when i was in Sec 2...i think..wahhaha
Ms Yati!!!
My All Time Fav Teacher...taught me Geography....
i did so well in her subject k!!! A1!!
hehehe

Haiz...i really miss the time when im in secondary...It has been 4-5yrs since i left tat school..
And i met some ex woodgrovers, they really have changed a lot...
Hahaha...how time flies....very very fast...And now we are all
grown up.....

I just would like Thanked all the Teachers tat have taught me...
=)

2009-03-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

Reply tag to Sue:

I know wat u mean..and i understand how worried u r about me....But i didnt want it to get even worse, yes i noe matters have gone way too worse....But as u noe, tiz ting will happen again n again, but then they will act like nothing happen the nxt day...im really confuse wit everything. The reason i dun want to do certain things, is because ive already predict the consequences...And it'll be more worse if i think about it....All i nid is a shoulder to cry on, and tat is u...U're the only person tat i can rely on, cry on, so no matter wat, i noe tat u'll alwaes b dere 4 me wen i nid ur help...Im really trying very hard not to think so much about my problems or watsoeva upcoming problems tat im gonna face....
But sis, i really thanked u so much for all the help, the care and the concern...

2009-03-12T21:34:00.006+08:00

Before i forget i just would like to wish me n boyfie.....

HAPPY 44th MONTH ANNIVESARY

On the 11th of march

2009-03-12T20:55:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i find life is meaningless, but at times it's meaningful..

Life is full of surprises either bad or good....How u lead ur life, depends on urself..

U cant be leading it by following instructions all the time. ..Seriously im not sure wat

im typing. I myself dunnoe whether im a bad or a good person...

I tried my best to please the people i loved...But it all seems tat ive wasted all my effort..

No point pleasing people and they dont appreaciate wat u have done. N right now, im really feeling lonely, i know i have my friends, but, wat i really nid is the person closest to me whom i loved very much to be there for me. But tat person cant also b there for me.

Depressed...tats wat im going thru rite now..

Too much physical n mental abuse...i juz cant take it anymore..

But i dun dare to do anything..I dunnoe till wen will tiz end.

How i wish, i cud just fly far away from all these..I juz cant totally describe how n what i want..

Im really feeling very restless, tired, depressed, emotional, exhausted....

Every night ive wasted my tears, coz i cant do anything else except for crying...

Smiling is the best way to hide all your sorrows...And tats wat ive been trying to do when im outside...Smile and act like u dun have any problems...Helping people with problems is much more easier than trying to help ur own self. Tats wat i thought...

Hmmm......

2009-03-08T02:33:00.002+08:00

Went to JB wit my parents n aunty..I got a jeans, yea needed to get 1 in Spore but tak terbeli-beli...So end up i saw tiz jeans then juz bought it. It's just a short trip, not much shopping but we ate a lot la ehk..Eveytime go JB, order food like crazie...CHeAp maH!! hahaha, end up i got stomach ache...

Yesterday went to Lily's House after work....Accompany boyfie for his haircut 1st before heading to Lily's crib, the sister's bdae...

I like boyfie new haircut...hahaha...cute gitu loh without any wax...da2 die tu k bleh puji lebih2...ader je nanti aku juga yg sakit hati...He sent me back home around 1230am...But then wen i called hym at 1am, he told his bored, no plan where to go...And end up i met hym and we went ouT....Reached home around 5am..Otw back home saw an accident...DahSyat!!! Rabak!! I quickly turned my head another side, dun wanna looked at it...Then boyfie can speed all the way till woodlands...His speed i checked around 140-160km/h... Fast k, Very Fast!! So tat he wont not get sleepy, tats y he have to drive at tat kind of speed...

I slept around 6am in the morning, when i woke up at noon, my head was

spinning like crazie..i cant even walk properly...I took a rest for awhile then an hour later cannot tahan, went back to sleep, till 530pm gitu...maybe not enuf sleep, tats the reason for tat headache...But seriously my sleeping patterns have changed..and end up im still wide awake till 4am...even though

im working in the morning....Haiz, nid to do sumting about it,

or else i will get this countinuosly headache....

2009-03-05T21:51:00.004+08:00

pix were taken last fridae...bored so click click click....

Adam wit his Stupid but he tinks its Cute face...hehe

Farhan..suke tutop mate..Psl adam nk telan farhan...

okae2..merepek...

=)

Farhan n Me

Farhan & Adam

me again....swit gitu loh!!

2009-03-05T21:48:00.001+08:00

Woke up so early in the morning to send my sis to sch...then i had to get ready to mit up with Lily n Nizah to go for the career fair...Waited for an hour for Dear Nizah...When we reached Suntec Hall, it was so full lah eh...so many people were there..Well its actually like a career n education path fair...So we walked n take a looked at all those courses..

N im interested in taking a Diploma in Early Childhood..Its a 2 and half yrs course..N im stress...especially bout the fees, n im thinkin of looking a another job, which got better pay. As i really nid to save money and i really wanted to take up tiz course.. I wanna be a Kindergarden Teacher!!

N 1 more thing im stress about is tat, i nid some motivational support, especially from my loved ones, which dun believe tat i cud do it...Haiz..i really have to think thru thiz again, n save money...Im motivating my own self rite now...But to Halim n Lily, i appreciate ur support...!! Thanks a Lot yah!!! :D

2009-03-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

It's very tiring for me today. I was woken up by my dad n mom's voice asking me to get up coz we nid to accompany my sis to the doctor. I slept at 4am, n i have to wake up at 630am. So sleepy.

Then headed to the polyclinic, n i was freaking mad la, have to wait so long. Go X-ray, then i saw from the x-ray my sis right middle toe joint was out of place. Ewww...it really looked painful..N then the doctor asked to go to hospital..
N off we went to Tan Tock Seng hospital. Waited for 3HOURS!!!! I shud have taken a picture of my sis toe..it was real bad, but then the doctor pull her toe to make the joint straight, n now it's a bit loose but better then yesterday..

After that still have to go to work. Beat..beat..beat..tired..tired...tired...

Turning in soon...Nitez

2009-02-19T03:28:00.003+08:00

I seriously dunnoe wat skin to pick...n end up with this stupid skin...
Gotta change it again...i took almost 5 hours just to choose the skin...haiyo
and im tired of lookin at all those different skins....

Juz got home, went for supper at Mac...With Lilo,halim,boyfie n me.....I've got a new nick for boyfie...A'an the Great World!! (inside joke)
Wahahahahha..U noe i noe, the public dunnoe...
okae2 nad kau da merepek....stop it k!

Hmmm, i nid to get my top-up card, new lens n i really nid to get some new clothes...Please!!!
Like wat the hell lah...i dun even noe wat to wear everytime i nid to go out...

i guess i better turn in now, werking tmrw...

2009-02-11T23:42:00.005+08:00

Went to Sembawang Park just now...Boyfie n frenz, wanted to go "pancing"(Fishing)

Get some foods 1st at CWP, then took cab there....It was raining so heavily all out of the sudden...haiyo..all wet...

Erwan, Boy Sampah..haha

Boy sampah n Caa, Superman injured..haha

The couple

The trio...

SUke eh amek gmbr sndri!! =)

Lily, too bad ah kau tk dtg...klau kau dtg da bleh gile same2...

nvm nxt time k..HE.HE.HE

2009-02-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFm6aJuoS70

2009-02-08T12:28:00.000+08:00

2009-02-07T01:41:00.004+08:00

I was sick, n went to poly....I waited so long la! Damn it seh...Get tired of waiting..

After then, i went to CWP, eat Yong Tau Fu, since someone got addicted of it..

Hahaha...

Well, wen i got home, i cried...guess i missed boyfie too much...

Tatz y i hate it when we fought, n when he's not picking up my calls,

tatz when i missed hym so so much, n cant control my emotions...

N it took me almost 4 hrs doing a slide movie show gitu...

Well, i just loved doing all these sweet stuff ah, n then give it to hym...

Since its gg to be Valentines' Day next wk, so i've did it especially for hym...

See, dun nid any money...but still i nid to buy hym sumting..nt sure wat...

I'll upload the video for all of u...very simple...yet it took me 4hrs to do ehk!!

First time la...phm2 la eh (must understand la eh)

I dont noe y, it turned up like tiz when i uploaded the video...

Nvm la..aku da pnat pon ni...

Tata!!

2009-02-01T18:25:00.002+08:00

I WUD LIKE TO WISH MY SIS-IN-LAW,BESTFREN,CHILDHOOD FREN,

A VERY VERY

HAPPY 21ST BDAE!!!!!

2009-01-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling really furious,mad,pissed off,n sad right at these moment....

Please...please go away....i dun wanna sleep with tears in my eyes

n hatred in my heart.....

I nid comfort....

But i'm all alone right now....

I dont know wat to do....

I cant go to sleep.....

I've been thinking about a lot of things...

The same problems arise again...

When will it stop??

I just cant take it anymore....

I want to be happy, i want to be loved....

Will i be happy? will i be loved?

I nid to sleep.Now...

Zzzzzz

2009-01-28T01:06:00.003+08:00

Feeling so tired...i juz came back, after work met Lilo n the boyfie at Tekong....Lepakz2 for a while...I've not slept for 2 days...really very tiring....

Sat,24th Jan 2009
Went out with boyfie n Halim to Jurong. Eat n slack there...then we headed to Gap, somewhere at Buona Vista, then we went to Marina Barrage!! It's so windy...n nice scenery...i love it there...after tat went to Marsiling Jetty...reached home around 7am...since boyfie cant sleep, i have to chat with hym till he sleep...i slept for 1 hr only! woke up n headed to work...I almost sleep while standing..hahaha...

Sun, 25th Jan 2009
me n boyfie along with Lilo n the boyfie n another of boyfie's fren n the gf went to Labrador Park..Hiking in the middle of the nite...haha...we climbed up to the top of the park...very the tiring seh....walk n walk...n then headed to ECP....juz sat there 4 while n off we went to eat at Yishun Teh Tarik...had Nasi Lemak..n laughed uncontrollably......im the one who's been talking crap all the way..maybe bcoz i dun have enuf sleep...n i still hav to work at 11am...we reached boyfie's place around 730am....again i slept for only 1 hour or 2...n i have to go to work...:(

Mondae,26th Jan 2009
Work....n im really trying not to fall asleep..haha...after worked went to Sembawang Park mit up wit Lilo...n end up i fall asleep..hahaha..pnat seh!

Now...gg to sleep...nid the sleep...coz my head is spinning like crazie....

Nite2...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-23T21:05:00.003+08:00

Heya!! The pictures below are taken at J.B. Syu,Carman, Zuriaty n myself

went to JB on Wednesday...Went to Jusco 1st, nothing is nice there..

the clothes all boring!! Nothing "WOW" me..hahaha.

Ate at Secret Recipe...The food was ok2 lah...bought some undergarments there..

n we head to Kotaraya to wash our hair...wohooo!!! cheap2..

Then we went to CitySquare....shop2...eat2...n we're all tired...

i took cab back home from woodland checkpoint....

Have fun looking at the pix..:D

In the lift

After the hair wash

Zuriaty

Carman

Our Cakes!! the 1 with ice cream is mine...

Toilet..

Secret recipe 1

Secret recipe 2

The warewolf & The Vampire

Mine i think...

In the bus

Next trip maybe K.L......

Tapi kesian sak Farhan!!!

2009-01-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

Above are pictures taken yesterday..My brother kuzzin 26th bdae!! hahahaha...

soo old oready ah u!! :P

hAPPpY 26Th BdaE sUhElmI!!!

2009-01-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

The reason for me to upload tat pic...hmmm...i miss him k!!

Yeah i did get back my lappie from hym...n i've been reading back messages tat he send
to me back in year 2005...hahaha it's damn funny lah when i read it, how he wanna get to know me n stuff...N i'm in tears too...
Well, he got a job oready at SPH....im happy for u!!

but lately he's been so nice n different....yea totally different..

The 1st convo- 4.05am, cant rmbr the date

Hanan: Nga uat pe?

Me: Tak uat pape..nga mendak seh..abeh u keje tk bz?

Hanan: da abes keje...tinggal tngu time nk balek je..

Me: Ouh....

Hanan: U tk rindu i ke??

Me: Hmmm...da knape ni tetibe je? (in my own heart)

Rindu ah jugak...

Hanan: Tak nak jmpe i ke?

Me: ah....nak

Hanan: okae nanti pape i cal u lagi..

Me: okae bye...

Hanan: Bye

Seriously, everydae he called me...n text me..in the past we dun often text to each other, we

wud just talk on the phone....

We dun get to mit so tat often, well im werking

in the morning till nite, n he's werking permanently nite shift...so yeah....i guess he's the one who miss me yah...but dun want to show tat much....His Ego is still there :)

He wud came under my blk after work, n it's like 6am when he reached my blk....hahaha...u noe wat he wud said...

Hanan: I lapar ah u...i nak u masak maggie...

Me: nape tk balek makan?

Hanan: i da tk leh tahan lapar...kat keje tk mkn seh u..

Me: hmmm..ok2 tngu jap...i g masak kn...

Tat is his reason k...but i think, he just misses me so much..hahahha but dun wanna said it.

And giv me tat reason...how cute...hehehe

In fact he's been so nice n caring lah for this whole week...(Can't believe it rite??!!)

I Still Love U Dear......:)

2009-01-11T15:26:00.003+08:00

Sunday...Boring!! Im all alone at home now. Got nothing to do, nowhere to go, not werking today.

It's really very tiring sitting at home the whole day.

Hmm...so restless, so tired, n so boring...Oh yah, im enrolling at BBDC for my motor prac!!

Hahaha...can't wait to pass n get my licence...Just wanna prove

to some people i can ride a bike huh!

Yea, n i nid to find a permanent job soon..

N 1 more thing..today is 11th..n i just cant forget n wont forget the no 11th

on every month ..It wud be 42th monthavessary...oh well..

2009-01-10T00:55:00.002+08:00

Im really feeling very down right now..ive wasted a lot of my tears...

i cud no longer hold it back anymore..Why??Why?? It's really not fair for me, i felt controlled!

I dun wish to hav this kind of life..im being treated like im only 12 yrs old!!

Hello!! im turning 21 tiz yr..it happened a lot of time...but i juz kept quiet

but tiz time round, i really cud not hold it any longer..y must he treat me like im a child?!

running away is the only solution in my mind...but i knew it wud juz make matter

even worse if i do it...but i leave with no other choice..i cant tolerate it any longer, n im so stressed when im at home..n right now i cant stop crying...

I miss my brother, he was enlisted to army..n he left tiz morning...even though at times

he wud also made me mad, but now i dun have anyone to complain to wen i got all these naggings from my parents..as for him, he wont have to listen to all those anymore...

Just wanna wish him good luck in there n good health..

2009-01-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

I wud like to wish my bestie

HAPPY 21ST BDAE AISYAH!!

Went to Aisyah's place...She looked great okae!! went there with Indera..The food was nice..especially the cake....SEDAAAP!!

im too sleepy la to talk more...if i got the pictures...i'll upload it k...waiting 4 aisyah to upload..

2009-01-04T01:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

IT'S A NEW 2009.

Atlast...i've got my lappie back..:D happy or wat...sorie 4 not updating my blog for

so long..buziness occupy to much of my time, n also not having any laptop or computer..

I've changed my blog skin as well...how was it? Simple n nice rite..hehe

So, new year's eve...went to watch Ip Mun..it was great! I love it...well maybe because

there's a lot of fighting in the scenes n the fighting skills were marvellous...

And then twilight the movie...watched it few days before new year la...but i just gotta

talked bout it k..i'm unconditionally n irrevocably in luv wit Edward Cullen ..wahahahaha

As u can see from my biodata...it's already Nad Cullen...so u noe wat tat means huh..hahahaha

i cant stop tinking bout tiz movie seh..it's like a drug to me..i watched it a few times oready...

I dun have the strength to stay away from it anymore...okae2 i shud stop...if not everyone will b irritated...hahahaha

Well...let's get serious now. It's really amazing how time flies very fast..n it's a new year.

Everyone wud be having a new resolutions...well...i didnt make mine for tiz yr..

i'm not sure y, but i dunnoe wat wud i want for 2009...

Hmm...i'm not prepared for a new year and i dun noe wat to expect.

I've been talking 2 syu...it's like we dunnoe wat we want for our future...

we juz cant see n feel wat it's like to face our future...n we're not even thinking anything bout our future...n im completely blank n clueless..i dun noe wat i wanna achieve in my life

i dun noe want am i gonna be in 5 years time, will i get married, will i b happy...

I read a few of my fren's blog...Well, i'm jealous wen i read their blog..

Mostly their posts wud be a happy post...how the love talkin bout the boyfrens and how much they luv them...they talked bout the outings wit their buddies..

gg out n have fun....

I really dun noe wat's stopping me from being happy and to enjoy my life to the fullest...

I wanted all tat...i wanna be successful like some of my frens...

i wanna go out n mit my frens, be happy, laugh, n do crazy stuffs...I'm feeling really lonely..

yea, even though i knew i have lots of frens, but this lonely feeling tat i'm having, well i juz

dunnoe how to xplain it.

At times i do have regrets...i regret quite lots of thing..but it's too late to dwell over wats done...

Well im totally feeling very emotional at this moment...

and rite now im thinking bout a few people ...One of them is my childhood bestie...

syuhaidah...she's always been there 4 me wen i needed sum1...she wud always

listened to my stories, my cries..everything...

Syu..u are a best fren a fren cud ever have....i really appreaciate wat u have done, n always been there4 me...im so thankful to u..i really love u a lot...u noe tat..

You're the only one who knew wat im going thru wit my life..You're the only 1 tat i trust 100%

i'll alwaez cherish our 14 years of friendship...:)

My wish or shud i sae my 2009 resolution....

I want to be happy n to be loved..

2008-12-02T09:25:00.002+08:00

Busy...busy...hahahahha yeah tats the only reasonz for me not updating my blog here..

but hey..i've got multiply too..n there's only 2 post there.....my multiply is the same as my blog name here...sweetfighter....but it's plain k...n boring!!

i've yet to change my blog skin seh..but got no time to do so..since my lappy at home broke down...n i havent got back my lappy from Hanan...hmmm gotta wait for some times...Well i read 1 of my school mate's blog...n damn..it was so sad k..in fact he's a guy...n the way he poured all his feelings....im so touched by his words...in fact im in tears while reading his all his posts. The fact tat the gal tat he truly loved left hym for another guy...haiz..it's really sad for him..but im very impressed by his words...he's not shy to express it all...everything....

Most guys wud jus act so EGO!! n said..so wat if she left me...there's plenty of other galz out there...while some wud juz kept quiet about it...but i respect thiz good buddy of mine...he wud do anything to get her back....even though he knows the fact tat wont happen..yeah it will takes time 4 u...but im sure u're strong rite J?? Life still have to move on without her in ur life...
I've been in ur situation before....n till now i still cant forget it easily...But we have to b strong!!

So J...if ur reading my blog....be happy coz im blogging bout u..hahahahha
I miss u lots buddy!!! hope to mit up soon aite!!

2008-10-24T12:11:00.002+08:00

ALOHA!!! PHEWW!!! ITS BEEN QUITE SOME TIMES SINCE I UPDATE MY BLOG EHK!!

busy...busy... well now i'm werking temporary at MOE. yah2 some of my frens tot im a teacher..ahakz... well no, i just werk in the office, very slack seh...n boring!!
everydae i just stare at the laptop...haiyo...cannot tahan leh...
but the pay was quite good la kn..hehehehe.. i werk from mondae-fridae, 830 to 530!
sat n sun OFF!

kk i really dunnoe wat else to talk bout, and i knew even though there's a lot of things to talk about, but nvm, jus save it maybe...hahaha

so see ya'll soon aite!!

MUACKZ!

2008-09-29T00:09:00.003+08:00

Boo!! i reached home...went to Shasha place to bake cookies!! Yummylicious!!!
hahaha...but we got 2 trays of the cookies burnt, haha..but we still ate them..
Boyfie n Alif came juz for the cookies...

Todae's extremely tired seh..Fuh!! My family was cleaning the house, moving furnitures here and there..and my house is super duper nice lah now...hahaha
Yeah!! Hari Raya is only a few more days...I got interview wit Recruit Express tomorrow, and Smrt on Tuesday...I'm hoping to get a job real soon...i really need Cash!!

N i better turn in early, need to wake up early in the morning....
so cya again yah!!

:D

2008-09-27T11:47:00.003+08:00

Hmm...Dear Syu..i noe u mean well. And i knew tat u dun want me to get hurt by him again. It's really hard for me, he's the only one tat is the closest to me. I knew my boyfie is not the caring type, he's not romantic, he doesn't care so much bout me. And how i wish i cud find a guy who can loves me and care for me. But it's really hard for me to love another. I can't start from the beginning all over again. I've been in this relationship for too long, too long tat i've found it very difficult to leave him...I'm not sure till when i can be patient wit hym. And right now im feeling more stress!! I feell like a fool..A fool blindly in love wit someone who doesn't bother so much about her.

"Love is very beautiful & Love can be very ugly too.
The moment of beautiful is so nice, that u tend to forget about everything around u
When u r so in luv, frenz n family does not exist in ur love world
Its only u and ur partner together.

Dreaming about being together n 2 live happily ever after is all part of ur luv world
But wen the worst start 2 happen, its only then u start 2 search 4 ur frens and family
It's only then u realise love is not always beautiful, it can make u look ugly

U wantedto be alone, u lock urself in ur room, not eating n crying all day
Love is too strong 4 some people cause they really treasure the person they love

As for me, i've learnt a lot from my 3yrs plus relationship
i have felt the pain, happiness, sadness and all kind of feelings
Love can really conquer ur mind at times.
But at times u shud listen 2 ur heart n not too much of ur mind.

As for me, my love towards him has conquer both my heart and mind.
That is why now i cant really make any decisions wisely
I cant think what shud or i shudnt do

I am happy to fall in luv
i am sad tat i fell in luv
at times i do regret tiz luv

But i neva know wat cud happen in the next few years.
I might or might not b wit wit him again the next time.

But whateva it is, I still Love him and will always do...."

2008-09-26T21:09:00.001+08:00

CREDITS TO AISYAH SALIM!!

TENKIU SO MUCH FOR EDITING TIZ PIC!! HAHAHAHA

2008-09-26T14:20:00.003+08:00

I'm totally frustrated, stress, sad..i can't take it anymore..

If i dun have any conflict wit boyfie, i wud sure have it wit my parents..

They totally dun understand me!!

But they claimed that they understand me, and give me the freedom that

i want..but i dun thing they understand the meaning of FREEDOM!

They wont call n call me if im not back home yet..instead they wud want me

to come home as early as possible..Come on la, im already 20 yrs old..

i know how to take care of myself. It's not like i've been hanging

out wit bad companies, not cuming home, taking drugs, stealing n stuffs.

Haiz, im always the one who wud have to tolerate all their nagging,

well it's not only tat, i get beaten up as well..im already 20!! n they still treat

me like as if im only 12 yr old. wat the hell, not enuf of beating me, they scold n shout vulgarities at me...I'm so mad, but wat can i do..

I wish i cud run away from home, i can..but if i do that it will only

make matters worse..but i really cant stay with all these..

How i wish, boyfie have the money..i wud ask him to marry me..

and take me away...i dun wish to stay wit my family again..

everytime wen they are mad, they wud always wanted me to leave the house

they dun wan to take care of me again..they are tired of taking care of me..

I cant believe they wud said all that..y are they not

like any other parents..im tired of hearing from people saying tat, u have to understand they did these bcoz im a girl...they woried bout me..

TO hell wit that lah!! i helped them a lot, but they still nag.. n nag...

they wud blame everything at me, even if it's my siblings mistakes..

i get the scolding, the beating...

I wan to run away..as far as i cud from them..i dun wanna stay wit

these kinds of treatment..it's really not fair for me..

it's been upteen times they did these to me...

haiz..i felt so hopeless..right now..

2008-09-24T12:23:00.002+08:00

Hmm...1st thing 1st k...i wud like to sae thanks to SARAH & AISYAH

for giving me a little surprise for my belated belated bdae..hahaha

i really appreaciate it...:)

But i didnt get to upload my pics wit the banana chocolate cake..

Super delicious ehk! Only get to upload some pictures jek, which i grab at sarah's blog

wahahahahaha...

Kk...it's only the 3 of us jek la kn yg buke puase same2...yg laen..hmph!

dun wanna sae much..we ate at Lau Pa Sat..talked2..laughed2..

yeah..."PERANGAI ITE SAK"

seriously we missed each other a lot....missed our times in Ite..

Yeah, we do some catching ups about ourselves...

n hopefully we get to mit up time RAYA!!

LOVE U GALZ!!

2008-09-18T00:14:00.004+08:00

At last i got to change my blog skin, update my blog, upload picturez

YEAH!!! I'm so HAPPY!! :D

The picz tat i've uploaded were taken yesterdae...My boyfie, his frenz and i

went to Geylang..It was quite crowded, but since we reached there late!

And it's all bcoz of Our our dearest Halim, he was late...Hmm

im becoming to get close wit boyfie's frenz..they are really fun people..

And i mean his frenz from blk 722...i enjoyed their accompany..

And they even helped me a lot, i had a fight wit boyfie..

HEhehehehe....tenkz peepz!!

me, shasha,su

Me& dearest boyfie

Mr Halim..

I loved tiz pic..beautiful

da penat ehk..hahaha caa & khalil

The pictures were taken at Kallang Leisure Park...

Seriously it was so nice in the middle of the night, i mean morning..

we reached there around 1 i guess...The place was so romantic..

I really felt so happy, going out yesterday....

AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS...I MISS U PEOPLE A LOT K!!

MUAAACCCKKKSSZZZ!!!

2008-09-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

Hey there people...

i'm sorry for not updating my blog and making it private...
things have not been so good.. got lots of things going thru my mind..

i've quit my job at timezone, coz of certain things, and im finding new permanent job..
i need money...aarrrgghhhhh....stress!!

its been countless times tat i had arguments wit boyfie...haiz
im confused, sad, all kinds of feelings mixed together..i sure love him...love him loads

its hard 4 me to leave him..he's everything to me...
i just hope he'll call me soon..i miss his voice...and i've not been eating 4 2 days...haiz

dear if by any chances u read my blog, i juz want u to noe tat i really love u
no matter wat happen i'll be by ur side thru thick and thin...

2008-08-23T01:06:00.003+08:00

Pheww...it's been so long since i touched my bloggie...i miss blogging...
well..well...my com is down, n now i'm using my lappy at home, wireless connection...
n i get to update my blog for now...

i'm missing boyfie so much now...he went to follow his frenz went to negeri sembilan...
3 days he'll be there...haiz
but not sure whether he misses me or not...but sure he will miss me ok...

kk lah...i really got so much to tell, but so little time...

so maybe next time yah!!

nitey nite!!!

2008-07-31T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...hello there!!!

missed blogging and updating bout my daily life...well, balme it on my
com...i'm too bored rite now, and got nothing to do, and dunnoe where to go....

hmm, hope to mit up wit boyfie later..wanting to go watch movie, but not sure whether boyfie want or not...

got 2 days off, today n tomorrow...n maybe i might cum down to rp tomorrow...
mit up wit my darlings!! n tomorrow i'm going to marina wit my family...
just having dinner together...

alright then, guess till here i write...

see ya again!! :D

2008-07-26T00:52:00.002+08:00

Finally i get to change my blog skin, my friendster skin and update....

Well, i'm still using the com at home to do all these...i dunnoe y the sudden

tat my com can be used...hahaha mayb for a short while i guess..

but im so happy for now!! but i have yet to upload some pictures yah...

dun worrie, soon k!

i'm going to sleep now, i'll b working full shift later....

Nite2 =)

2008-07-16T12:58:00.002+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING...
MY COMPUTER GOT VIRUZ LAH SEH....
SO I CAN ONLY LIKE OPENMY COM FOR A WHILE, THEN HANG...
DAMN IT LAH KAN...HAIYO....

IF ANY OF U PPLE MISS ME, CUM FIND ME AT MY WERKPLACE K!!
COZ IM ALSO MISSING MY FRENZ!!!

CHIAOZ

2008-07-12T00:06:00.003+08:00

I dun noe wat wud i'll b thinkin bout tonite..i cant get to sleep..
I missed my boyfie a lot...we watched movie juz now, but then it was only a
short meeting...he left after the movie, and didnt even called me after tat..
till i called hym...haiz...Being in a relationship isn't easy...well it may b easy at 1st
but as soon as the relationship gets older...Problems start to arouse...

I dunnoe whether shud i or shud'nt i regret now...i've been wit my boyfie since i was 17 years old. I was quite young back then, but neva did it crossed my mind tat i wud b this long wit hym...I can't express how much i luv hym, pple around me kept saying tat im strong...but im not...im becoming weak..i dunnoe if i can take it any longer...i've hold on for too long...

If only i had the courage to tell hym...

Dear boyfie,
I'm so in luv wit u...But at times i cant take ur jokes, but still i kept quiet
and let u tease me..U wud shout at me as u wish wen u're mad or angry..
U said all those harsh werds to me...I kept quiet and swallow all the pain....
Neva once i'm rude to u, shout at u, say all those harsh werds at u....
I dun wanna be rude to u, coz i respect u..and i wanna treat u well..
I shower u wit care n luv sincerely...I listened to u all the times, neva once did i
disobey u...Wen we fight, i listened to all ur scoldings, i giv in to u...coz i'm too
weak to fight back, n i knew tat i wud make u even more mad if i fight back..
U said tat u luv me, and it's hard 4 u to leave me...is it from the bottom of ur heart?? Are u really sincere wen u said all those things?
It's hard 4 me to predict wat ur feeling and thinking...Expressing myself wat i feel, wud worry me at times, coz i'm worried tat u might not like wat i said, n end up
have different thoughts about wat i said...
But seriously dear, i have luv u since the 1st time we r together...tats the only thing tat i want u to know...i'll go to any extend juz to make u happy...

2008-07-07T04:34:00.002+08:00

I can't get to sleep back..tried calling boyfie, but didnt pick up his phone..

dunnoe where he go...promised to giv me a call...well, i'm not gonna believe wateva shit that miz ...wateva la her nick tagged!! i noe my bf way way much more than u do k miz!! N wat'z tat wit the Sex and HIV tingy...haiyo..u got nothing better to tagged ehk?!??! Get A Life!!

Haiz....at times i really felt lonely and felt tat no one cares about me...wen im sad and really nid someone to be there, there's no one...i noe i hav lots of frens, it's not tat i dun wanna share tings wit some frens, but i wud rather not let my other frens watch me crying....n like yesterdae, i was super tired and really wanted to have someone to talk to, and the 1st person wud obviously b my bofren rite...

n i dunnoe where the heck he go, n didnt called me back...

i dun wish to continue typing...just to upset wit some people...

2008-07-03T00:17:00.003+08:00

Well, im soo so lazy too update my blog these days, i dunnoe y..mayb bcoz im tired, n still feeling sick a bit...i was not werking for 2 days! which is on tuesday n wednesday...n on mondae i met up wit syu!!

Mondae (30 JUNE) :

Syu n Wen Hao came to cwp, as syu wanted to treat me to a belated bdae dinner...

1st we went to swensens, after looking thru the menu, we still cant decide wat to eat....in the end we went out...hahahaha paisey seh!! then we go eat at cavana....n got 20% discount!!wohooo

sorilah too lazy to update the picz, even though i've grab the picz from syu blog...but i dunnoe y i cant see any picz seh...asl ehk?

TUESDAY (1ST JULY):

I went to JB wit boyfie in the noon, got some gums, cds and a magazine

n boyfie bought 2 packs of ciggy, and top up his fuel...n we head back...

i then went to BBDC alone since boyfie had to werk...i top up his account...then head to cwp...

Wednesday(2 JULY):

Not werking again todae, well actually im supposed to werk la, but 1 of my collegue wanted to werk, so im the kin one to give hym my shift la kan...

:D baek seh nad....kk wateva...i played DDR for a while...skali tu ternmpk lak si HUDA GILER!!!

wakakakakaka...suke2 ehk...n tadah!!! we luv camwhoring la ehk...

nad, ,muke stop it ehk!! hehehe

and...and...rite pple...i almost forgot to tell u pple sumting...

i've changed my phone...wah!!!! actually my collegue found it la, then he gave it to me....so nice of hym kan...hahahahahahha...

it's the nokia xpress music phone....

k..k...gotta go now!!! chioaz!!

2008-07-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

Perangai minah kepe?!!!! stop wit the minah2 tingy2 la eh..

i guess u shud b referring 2 me rite bitch?! coz u once "darely" sae it in msn convo

to me tat im a minah rite?! well i guess i shud show u wats a real minah is like?!! huh!! dun anyhow called me minah can?! if u really wanna me to show u

how's a minah act like, can...i do it to u 1st!! n stop saying lah, u're not involve...or shits like tat...

To me, u such a coward huh!! dare to say tings at ur bloggie la, in msn la...

but face 2 face u wont dare huh...coward rite...tat time wen u "pm" me at msn,

and sae all those tings..hahaha..if only u were in front of me and said all those tings rite...i wud have given u a hard slap on ur face!!!!

2008-06-29T01:48:00.002+08:00

I'M SOOO FREAKIN MAD RITE NOW!!!

DUN MAKE ME GO TO CLASS N GIVE BOTH OF U A SLAP CAN??

OH DEAR SUET!!! DIDN'T EVEN THINK TAT U R SOO LIKE TAT...

U R SOO SOO FAKE!! AHAKZ...I NOE U LUV TO READ MINE AND MY

DARLINGZ BLOGGIE RITE?!! TO SEE WHETHER WE GOT BLOG ABOUT

U OR ALSO UR SO CALLED BESTIE IN CLASS...TAT BITCH!!

WELL....I GUESS U DIDN'T SEE THE SHIRT PROPERLY...BLIND IS IT??!!

MINE'S DIFFERENT A BIT FROM TAT BITCH!! CAN'T U SEE?!!

IT'S NOT THE SAME!! LIKE DUH!

"THE SOMEONE U HATE ALSO GOT THE SAME SHIRT AS U"

HAHAHAHA.....SHE HATE ME??

I HATE HER EVEN MORE!!!!!

2008-06-28T20:41:00.006+08:00

Yesterdae went to RP, to mit my frens!! actually i wanted to take the

withdrawal form, but i have to do it online, then print it out..so i hav to bring

my lappy to skul and do it instead...so troublesome!

Then...i went to class, to meet my darlingz..they surprised me by giving me

a teddy bear from minitoons!! i luv it!! tenkiu pple...luv u guys!

I met my bestiez also, Fir, esna, fatin, adam n mark!! miz u guys too...

k..pple i've uploaded pictures from yesterdae, and i dunnoe wen..hahaha

i just uploaded it!!

Esna,adam,fir,mark,fatin&me

my darlingz!! this was taken 2 wks ago i tink..haha

me n maria darling @ my werkplace
Gwen,maria,jojo&eera darling!
saw tiz at shan'z blog...so i grab it...:D

All those pictures above were edited by maria n eera..so i juz grab it at their

blog..hehehe....Nice!!!

Below....are some random pictures......

me wit boyfie's spec...hehe....

SEE THE GUY BELOW? WELL HE'S MINE K!! :p

AARRRGGHHH!!! I'M SO SICK TODAE!! BOYFIE BRING ME TO THE
CLINIC, AND IT COST HYM $58!!!! SO EXPENSIVE!!! HAIYO...
SORRY DEAR, I'LL PAY U BACK AS SOON AS I GOT MY PAY K!!
guess i shud go n rest now, hope i wud be better by tmrw, coz
i'll be werking full-shift!! haiz....

2008-06-28T02:04:00.003+08:00

I'm lazy n too tired to blog much....

so tomorrow if i'm not lazy then i blog k..:D

btw tenkz to my dear frenz for the CUTE TEDY BEAR!!

I LOVE IT VERY MUCH!!

and...and...i wud like to wish my sayang happy 17th bdae!!!!!

2008-06-26T01:59:00.002+08:00

Wow!! i've not been touching my com 4 the past 2 days...wakakakaka

well, basically bcoz, im busy werkin, tired werkin, and also i was sick!!! i may looked fine at werk, but as soon as i reached home, i got tiz terrible headache and stomach pain!! HAIYO!!!

Tings have not been well at home too, and i will come back back home late at night to avoid

quarelling and getting scolded by my dad....Hmmmm...at tiz moment i really miss talkin n laughing wit my mom. But the way she react and talk behind my back, saying tiz n tat juz made me mad, and sad..Well, tats y i spend my whole week werking! I'm tired but, i'll b more tired of hearing those nasty remarks and scolding by my parents. My boyfie told me to juz gave some money to my mom once i got my pay..and tat is want i intend to do...haiz..

N now, im lucky to have my boyfie to listen to my family problems...if not, i'll b so down n upset...well since im not gg to skul animore, i planned to werk. Now i'm finding full-time job, but i wont quit my job in timezone...coz i juz love werking there!!well i received some phone calls from diff company...so fast yah...well tenks to jobstreet.com! hehee

i dunnoe wat else to type now...i guess i'll turn in early, coz i wanna go jog in the morning..

2008-06-21T23:52:00.006+08:00

My bdae today was just fine, but not like wat i want it to b la...

Seriously im truly very sad wit my bdae tiz yr..again..:'(

1stly in wen i woke up in the morning, i went to shower and then eat my

breakfast..It was already 11am...N i waited...n waited...but no wishes

from my mom! I jus kept quiet, and continue wit my eating...

N for ur info, i worked k todae..its only a short hour, i covered for one of the

staff. i get ready for work, and leave the house...From 11 to the time i

went to work which is like 1.30pm, i didnt even heard anything from my mom..

i was so damn sad..n felt like crying otw to werk...Nvr once did she forget to wish me..haiz...seriously im so dissapointed wit my family...

I control my emotions and feelings at tat moment...I werk normally, n frens

wishing me here and there..I then went out wit Hidayah to Yishun..

Hidayah made me a card..

So swit n simple...:D

Shirt given by Imah & Wanti..
K, tiz ballon and the candies from
mini toons was given by Kai Hong
The teddy bear was given by Marshal(TZ Staff)
The watch was given by Hafiz(TZ Staff)
hahaha, tenks 4 the gifts my dear frens!!

luv u guys many2!!!!

Tats wanti, my good fren!! met up wit her 2 days ago...

Well....8 years of frenship...:D

still going strong...

And these cakes were from hidayah, she gave it to me a few hours b4 21st june...

tenks ah gal!! i luv u!!

2008-06-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Happy bdae to me...happy bdae to me....

happy bdae to...me...happy bdae to me!!

wohoo...well im 20 oready!! im happy!! well not so much la...coz there's the no 2 now!!

one of my bestie, HIDAYAH, bought for me 2 slice of cake wit a candle, and came under my blk...wahahah..im so touched...tenkiu so much dear...

then came the boyfie...bring me another large pizza with one big bottle of pepsi!!

ok..so im really damn full...well...dear boyfie, u juz kept making me confused huh..but oh well, tenks aniwae for the hugs and kisses juz now...appreaciate it!! at leaz it does make me smile....:)

ok pple tiz is quite short...i'll update pictures tmrw aite!!

2008-06-20T12:10:00.000+08:00

What's life without the humps and bumps?Life's like a train. Get on board to start the journey of twists, turns.....

There is this girlfy, well i don't know how to exactly describe her,She's strong, at the same time helpless.Somewhere in between, yet nowhere.

She's currently in a relationship she's not even sure of.First few humps, overcame it.Subsequent shits, took a gamble, crumble.She's been on bumpy rides since.Nonetheless, kept on going for like what, 3 years now?

Well, girl, after what happened earlier, witnessed by 2 others,i think you can just forget about salvaging the relationship.You've been patient long enough, yet no improvements in him.Still wanna stick with that human who knows no boundaries?Why torture yourself like that?I know you may say that it's easier said than done, or that i may not understand your situation/feelings.Well then, it seems like you don't understand yourself.

Doesn't need a wise person to tell you to put it all to an end already,to teach those kinda abusive yet coward bastards lessons that they deserve."Kau nak pizza? Kau pergi kat mak kau, aku dah campak pizza tu kat muka dia."That's totally unacceptable.Don't wanna imagine what else he has said to you after all these years.

I can just advice you as a friend, a friend of erm, 8 years?Rest is up to you.Make a decision that you think is most appropriate and wise.God will never test us with obstacles that we can't handle.But we have our own limits and you do agree that he has always gone way beyond your limits, no?Well, don't fall into his trap any longer.No matter how nice he can be at another moment, he can always repeat his extreme doings to you again.
Seek guidance from Him k girl?

*You'd wanna play the song by Rihanna- Take a Bow, to him.

My fren blog it..n i copy n paste...well it's basically bout me...

2008-06-17T00:26:00.003+08:00

I'm super not tat tired lah todae...i dunnoe y...im werking from 4.30 till closing. Todae like super bored at werk, and the time flies very very slow...I went to break at 6pm...I bought eyeliner, since my old one gonna finish soon..well while i was going up the escalator to level 4, guess who i saw?!

Linda, Suet n tat Bitch!! Aaarrgghh...i mean i was like cool man, didnt show any face expression wen i saaw her wit them..But u noe how she react?!! BASTARD NYE POMPAN!! She saw me, then she gave tat "ugh" look and roll her eyes!!! FELL LIKE POKING BOTH HER EYES!!! FUCK LAH!!

Forget bout HER lah...

BTW I REALLY MISS MY DARLINGS LAH!! :(

4 more days!!

2008-06-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

01. At which age do you want to get married?:25/26
02. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?: hmm...friends it is
03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?: Syuhaidah
04. Do you think you have enough confidence?: Depends on the situation
05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?: Call 999
06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?: YUPZ...saw it b4
07. What is your goal for this year?: to go get my licences
08. Do you believe in eternity love?: maybe..perhaps...
09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?: hmm...yes...not actually to commit suicide but he wanted to make himself fell off from the bike...haiz
10. What feeling do you love most?: to be loved n cared
11. What will you do if you are feeling sad? : cry...n eat..eat..eat!!
12. Does having alot of bestfriends, really regard them as the real meaning of bestfriends?: nope
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:yes...
14. Do you like to hang out with friends?:Yupz!
15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?: Anyone...Anything that can put smile on me...
16.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?: oh well, too bad im still wit him...
17. how many person have you truly loved?: Hmm...2
18. Have you felt the true meaning of love?: yes..i guess
19. If someone like you now, & you have a boyfriend, what will you do?: well it oready happened once in my life, n i the someone who like me is much more better than the bf, so yah...i actually went to tat someone..hehe
20. Do you love your bf? :oh well..obviously i do la, but at times i dun feel the love tat much..oh..oh..!! haha

Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 7 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged. : EERA, SYU, SARAH, ESYHA, SHAN,MARIA,WANTI

2008-06-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hey there...well, today was super bored la for me...i woke up at 9am. Sit in front on the computer till 1...and then i go n shower...Today i do most of the house hold chores..Vacuum the house, washed the clothes, hang them to dry, clean all the fans, wash the dishes....Fuhhh...

After all that was done, i went to CWP to send my punch card...After tat went back home straight. I was too tired, i fall asleep as soon as i lay down on my bed...Woke up around 7 plus, then my parents asked me whether i wanted to follow them go for dinner..

We went to the woodlands checkpoint to eat...The foods there are super delicious k!!

I ordered black pepper beef wit white rice...

N...tom yam soup..!!! yummy!!

While waiting for my food to come....:D

Tiz pic extra2 jek....haha...n yah...the bags behind all not my mess k..it's my sis doings

WOHOO!!! 6 MORE DAYS TO MY 20TH BDAE!! :D

2008-06-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Well...i was reading Eera's blog n it suddenly struck me the same question as her...well not exactly...but i was thinkin tat yah maybe i had done some mistakes tat cud hurt anyone tat i noe...Especially my parents...At times i juz can't help myself but to feel mad and furious at them, i mean their werds can b very harsh wen they r angry wit me, but tat doesn't mean they can sae anything they want rite. I'm still a human being and i have feelings too..I wud cried wen i heard that my parents said those harsh tingy...And now im in tears, thinking bout wat my mom told me last few days about my dad. He was sick n tired tat he took 2 days mc. And only to found out tat he almost got a stroke!! i was damn shock but luckily he went to see someone for treatment n stuffs...n my mom was like telling, ur dad really cant werk too much animore. i almost cried at tat moment, but i hold back my tears. And at tat point of time, i realise tat, i wanna help my dad support the family...i will work for my family...

Well, i really wud like to apologise to my parents, coz all tiz while ive done a lot of tings whether they noe or they don't noe...if im being too harsh in my werds or my doings...Im really sorie n i do regret wat i have done...

oh well...haha..im like crying wen im typing my post...well im all alone at home now, coz my family went to my aunt's house at JB and they will only b back tmrw morning...my bro went to sleep at his fren house...wah liao!! i'll b sleeping alone todae!! i dun tink so la...i'll call up anyone to accompany me at home tonight...:D

2008-06-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

GUESS WAT??!!!

MY DEAR BOYFIE BOUGHT PIZZA FROM PIZZA HUT
& CAME RIGHT AT MY FRONT DOOR AND GAVE ME!!!!

AWWW.....SO SWIT OF U DEAR TO GAVE ME TAT PIZZA....

ok im touched...he didnt even tell me anything...hahaha...at times im really confused wit him you noe, well simply bcoz, i hardly can predict his behaviour and attitude, he can turn into such a swit lovely cutie pie at 1 moment...and he can turn into such horrible, disastrous attitude guy at another moment

HAHAAHHA...KK WATEVA IT IS..IM FULL FOR NOW! TENKS 4 THE PIZZA LAH...

ouh ya, all the best dear 4 tomorrow competiton..my boyfie got into the semi-final for the dragon punch tingy at my werkplace...hahah...i realli dun xpect it lah..

I'm gonna sleep now...zzzzzz

tata..:D

2008-06-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

Ok....i really got nothing to do much today.. i finish werk early today...bf fetched me back home. Went to yishun for his haircut, then eat 4 a while, then went back home....

Oh well, on the 11th june 08, is our 2yrs 11 months annivesary, we went out the whole day and i reached home 130am!! wakakakka..my dad was like where u go ah?!
But i did enjoy my day wit him...haiz...i love him k..seriously...hehehe..but at times he jus made me not love him...seriously i dun noe how much longer will we b together....im so scared if it happens again...

I met my bestie...Syu yesterdae..i was so bored at home, so i went down to yishun timezone to meet her..Ok..she patched up back wit her bofren..hahahaha..syu..syu...i knew tat wud happen k..:D crazie u...wakakakakka...

And as for these pictures, i edit them k!! wahahahahaha....so bored la..so edit my own picturez..

2008-06-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

It's raining...it's pouring....and i'm all wet wen i reached home juz now...
I cried just now...wahahahahaha...wanna noe wat's the reason??

Today at werk(WestMall) only 2 people do closing, which is me and another gal, named zuriati....and guess wat...?? i had to do all the cleaning..which means, throwing rubbish, wipe all the machines, sweeping and mopping!!! wen i got to noe tat..i was shock la...then i called my boyfie, im almost in tears while i was talking to him, but he like don't bother so much..tat makes me wanna cry even more...Then i called my fren, Usof, i cried straight away when i called him...hahahahha...i told him tat i had to do closing wit another gal only...

i almost called everyone tat i can call at tat moment, n complain to them. Then luckily, Hairie,Daphne and Usof came all the way to west mall to mit me and cheer me up!!:D
I'm soo touched la...n i laughed wen i see them...they told me not to cry animore wen they leave the place...hahahha....I love u People!!! Tenks 4 cuming down juz now...

Then i dunnoe y juz now my boyfie suddenly wanna pick me up at west mall, but i told him it's raining, so i'll juz take the train back. Then he said he wanna pick me up wen i reached wdln...So yah, he picked me up, even though i insist to go back myself, he said he wud pick me up...hmmmmm....suddenly being so nice...hahahha..oh well....

itis already 11 june 2008...n...n...i wanna wish my boyfie...

HAPPY 35TH MONTH ANNIVESARY!!!

2008-06-10T02:07:00.003+08:00

Aaarrrggghhhhh!!!!

I Hate Working in West Mall Timezone!!!! it's so damn bored lah there...furthemore everything's there is like a bit cock-up!! not a bit infact its sooo cock up...I noe lah it has just open last 2 weeks, but i tell u seriously i cannot take it animore...i felt like leaving that place juz now, n i also felt like crying all of a sudden...maybe becoz i cud not get used to the surrounding n the people...
well maybe except fot this 1 guy lah...hehehehe..he's cute k! but gt gf oready...luckily he talked to me n stuff...tat makes me wanna stay...wakakakakakaka...kk nad u shud dtop k...

Well like i said, it's gonne be 4 days i werk in west mall, after tat no more!! i'm gonna go meet my manager tomorrow n tell him i seriouly can't werk in tat surrounding animore...i feel like dying....if only someone can replace me...haiz...
I juz have to keep my mind strong these 3 days left...n 1 more thing, the closing time is at 11!!! wah liaoz!!! WTF....so late rite...aaarrrggghhhh!!!

oh plz...plz....make it end fast!!

2008-06-08T17:44:00.002+08:00

I'VE JUZ CAME BACK HOME...GUESS WAT...

I'VE CUT MY HAIR!!! but not to worry la..it's nt tat much...just a bit only...
i asked the auntie to cut all those frizzy parts!! it's actually nice to hav short hair u noe...u feel light on the head..wahahahaha

i shall not post my pictures yet..coz i've not yet taken any pics of my new hair cut..hehe....

k..till here..:D

2008-06-08T02:41:00.008+08:00

It's already 3.10am..n im not sleeping yet after working full shift today!!hahaha
well i wanted to upload pictures from yesterdae outing..i went out wit my timezone freaks!!
At last i get to enjoy myself and there's so much laughters...We went to Bugis 1st to eat...then roam aroubd the area..i bought a $5 watch at Bugis market...then after tat we procedd to cityhall...we walked there...We then went to Marina to play bowling..hahaha..hell lots of fun lah..
then we went to Fort Canning Park...

We took lotzzz of pictures!!! ENJOYS K!!! :D btw the pictures are not in random orders...hehehe

at Fort Canning...

2 fighters!

The 2 couples of the day!! ;)

usof n me**(my part-time bf)
hehehe...

esplanade

marina

chilling...

"i dun wanna hear anyting!!"

me,daphne n marshal

:D

nad bontot maintain ehk!!

this 2 again!:D

hairie n daphne

on the escalator

PEACE!!

2008-06-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hey...

I guess it's been a daily routine 4 me to update my blog...i dunnoe maybe bcoz my com is not spoilt, i've got nothing else to do..so yah..here i am blogging bout wats happening in my life..hahaha...

i was werking juz nw...from 430 to closing...n i end up doing cashier...n tat stupid Hazli is in cahrge today...n so he hav to count my money...the last time he count..i got shortage of $70!!!
neva in my life did i have shortage tat much...n 1 more ting..i dun trust him soo much. He is a new full-timer at timezone..i werk much more longer than he does..n just now again he count my money, got shortage..n i count all over again..and i realise he didnt count some $2 dollar notes..
WTF...i almost wanted to shout at him..luckily i control myself coz im too tired oready...

and tomorrow i'll b werking 1130 till 630..lucky ah..i tot i'll be werking till closing..i can die ah..furthermore im nt feeling tat well also..feel like im goin to get sick soon...I guess i shud sleep early today...coz most probably i'll b miting boifey after werk n accompany him for his car prac..
Nites!!

2008-06-02T00:42:00.002+08:00

I'm going to blog again...but telling wat happen todae wit me n my parents...
well had quite a big argument wit them...it's actually quite long for me to tell..ao juz make it short...they nag2 at me saying bout sumting tat i dun tink bout my future...(i havent told them bout me qutting skul yet) then..i got mad...n i juz tell them off...i dun wann skul animore..i'll juz werk and gaie u all money..u dun have to everydae nag at me...n i cried like mad...they juz said...u quickly get married n juz leave the house... the same old dialogue they used wen they r so mad wit me n my bro..i'm like so freaking mad n sasd at the same time...

They said they wont even bother bout me animore...so let it be lah...i'll juz werk and help them at the same time i really wanna save money...coz i really wanted to get out of the house...
After tat i called my boifey, n i was crying non stop tat i cud nt even say a single ting..i ask him to meet me...he just listened to me...n then he laughed at me for crying...n u noe wat he said?? Its been quite sumtymes i see u cry....hahaha
ok..n he tried to cheer me up...I appreaciate it loads!! :D
I went back home after eating crab pizza which he bought it 4 me at the 7-11..

As soon as i reached home, i went straight to my room...n do my own stuffs...I tink after tiz incident..i will probably nt b talking to either one of them for a few days...
Oh well.. I dunnoe wat's it gonna be like for my bdae tiz year..haiz..

2008-06-02T00:22:00.003+08:00

I cant sleep yet..so i'll update my blog...
well i've oready made up wit my decision to actuaally quit skool..i know many will ask y..but im too tired to repeat it again n again..so juz let it be..it's my choice niwae. I plan to continue werking in timezone 4 the time being. Save some money to enroll for my licenses...

On the last day of skool...which is last fridae...my classmates actually gave me a small gift..im soo touched..n took some pictures wit them...:D

the guys in my class

shan darling n me

my darlings!!

Ram..it looks like u are touching my chin seh!!

Mr Dx AND mE

The nicholases in my class...:D

frenas foreva

2008-06-01T11:12:00.001+08:00

2008-05-30T13:07:00.002+08:00

Tenkiu people 4 the small gift!!!!

it almost make me cry lor...but luckily it doesn't drop....

hahahaha..

niwae im soo touched....dun worry i'll alwaes come n visit all of u..and u all can visit me too

at my werkplace rite??

I LOVE EERA

I LOVE JOANNE

I LOVE MARIA

I LOVE GWEN

I LOVE PEISHAN

I LOVE NATE

I LOVE ALL OF U K!!!

MUACCCKKKZZ!!

2008-05-29T00:03:00.003+08:00

I'M UPLOADING PICTURES FOM MONDAE AND TUESDAY!!

ENJOYZ K!!! :D

2008-05-27T00:54:00.003+08:00

I juz woke up...actually no lah..i woke up at 12 like tat....coz i slept at 8 juz nw..
too tired i guess...Well didnt went to skul..but instead me n my DARLINGS went to town...
we window shop and eat!! me n fana went off at around 5, coz im miting my fren at sembawang...

i met my bestie fren ever SYU...hahaa...juz accompany her to do competitor's report...bt seems
like she is also too tired to even record down...haha..I reached home..take shower, eat again then play com 4 awhile and then i go sleep...n woke up by my boyfie's msg...asking me to mit him under my blk...hahaha...actually im still mad at him tau!! then suddenly wen i went down, he like ok2 like tat..crazie guy! he made me laugh out of the sudden, n wanted to see my destroyed hair!! haha..i showed him lor...but tiz stupid hair ah, suddenly like okae...wen im nt wit him the hair sux..wen he's around my hair is fine....hahahaha
we talked2 4 a while then he went off coz he's werking the next morning...n asked me to wake him up..

i reached home then i on my com...sign in msn...suddenly my dear PEISHAN sae to me...
nadiah u n ninie fight again ah? then i was like HUH? she said tmrw gonna have another conflict...i asked wat happen? she told me go read ninie's blog...
Yes!!! my blodd rush up out of the sudden wen i read HER Blog!!!!!!!!! WAT THE FUCK!!
U JUZ WONT STOP EH!!

{Thats why im changing links. To avoid certain people from reading, then misinterpret, then get pissed off with me. But one thing is for sure, i will NEVER stop blogging. 'heyhey', who are you?}
stupid rite!! changing link then sae dunn wann pple to read to misinterpret..u think pple is so stupid is it....if u rite nasty tings about pple obviously lah pple wont be happy!! GUNDU!! then wat do u want pple to interpret? ouh she's talking bout me...n she cant clique wit the malay gals...talk bout guys always!! WTF!

{This is where you question your interpretations so as to ensure you got the right message that i am delivering. Your hate tags? Write it on a piece of paper, roll it neatly and then put it in an empty glass bottle. Next, STUFF IT UP YOUR ASSHOLE MANWHORES AND JERKLADIES!}

Have u tried putting glass bottle in ur ASSHOLE??! If u tink tat glass bottle can fit ur ASSHOLE then show it to me can?! sutpid...stupid...then wat for having tag boards..obviously u can't xpect to have only the good tags rite! then wat, pple can't tag any thing tat is bad is it??
seriously if ur ASSHOLE can fit in the glass bottle...u take pic then show to me k!! ouh if u wanna edit also can lah...coz u luv editing ur picz rite...
pssstt...nid to tell u sumting...all ur pics are nice, but too bad u r not!!! :D

can't wait to go skul tmrw ah...coz me n my DARLINGS are wearing leggings!! hahahatake pic k tmrw...:D i better go back to sleep....nid to wake up early...n i wanna reach class early tmrw...

2008-05-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Aaaaaarrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate my new hair!!! I'm gonna hav to cut my hair!! :( the bottom part of my hair is too dry..
then not nice oready...wah liao!! i donnoe why my hair suddenly like tat...
And my irritating boyfie...juz keep sayin tat he dun like my hair!! Fuck lah!! u dun like then keep the shut up ah!! dun hav to sae it again n again!! it Hurtz U noe!!! Wateva tat u're gonna sae..i'll juz cut my hair...u dun like..tats ur prob!! coz im too tired trying to please and nt hurt u n yet i dun get anything in return!!

Seriously la...if u dun like me anymore or luv me juz sae lah...u dun have to keep on hurtin my feelings..i'm tired of crying every nite...ive wasted lots of my tears bcoz of u...if u tink u other galz is much more better than me..go ahead...i dun tink they can even stand ur attitude for long...unlike me lah...so stupid can still stand it 4 almost 3 years....Stupid me..

Watevala....seriously im so pissed off todae by his remarks...aaarrrggghhhh!!!
Fuck You lah!!! I hate you sooo much todae!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-24T22:36:00.011+08:00

Im soo bored now...im not so much into thiz discussion..hahaha
well...i jus feel like uploading some pictures for my frens to see...
pictures from my graduation day...

my supremez

mr trevor n me

ms chong n me

the mat motor n me n sya

luv u pple...

Me n firdaus

me n wahidah the cute

me n adam...my bestie since sec skul

me n fareed..

And tiz are the pictures after i rebonded my hair...
and my sayang2 all wanna take pictures wit me...wahahaha
i feel like a superstar for 1 day seh...

black n yellow for the dae

pretty maria & me

sexy fana & me

Cute eera & me
i noe eera dun like tiz pic...but still i have to put
hehehe

n the ever Swit me..wakakakaka

2008-05-23T11:49:00.004+08:00

Heylo....I'm feelin very Tired,Sleepy,Fatigue,Exhausted,Bored,Moody....
HAIZZZZZZ......I juz cant concentrate in class....i just hate Science lor...n Computing Maths!
I hate School!!! AaArrrrGGgHHHH!!
wHAT Shud I Do?!?! Guess i have To Tell my ParEnts bout it sooNEr or LaTer...
I can't Just conTinue tiz All tHe wAy

JUz leave tat first k...btw...ive rebonded my hair...ive got new hair style....wakakaka
Some of my fren commentd tat i look like barbie doll,betty boobs,vintage old skoool style,cleopatra lah....lots of comment i got k...But for me myself i've got nothing to say bout my hair ...my frens may luv my new hairstyle...but not my boyfie k...haiz....
well....ive uploaded some pics 4 u guys to comment...enjoyz!!

tis pic suckz man!!

2008-05-21T01:45:00.002+08:00

well...i cant sleep...and its like oready 1.50am...its all bcoz ive slept juz nw @ 8pm..then i woke up at arnd 12am...n now i cant get back to sleep...i came across tiz long phrase..and i shall inserted my boyfren's name in it...read it k...

"im very happy with my boyfriend. but sometimes when i look at other girls boyfriends being nice and all, it makes me feel jealous, and i wanna be that girlfriend. dun get me wrong, im blessed to have Hanan, but when i see the girls getting surprises from their boyfriends, getting lovey dovey cards on random days, dedicating sweet posts for their girlfriends on their blogs, msging their girlfriends anytime of the day saying that they're thinking of their girlfriends, it just got me envious. Hanan may not express his love like how i want him to, but still i know he loves me."
Well....maybe he loves me...tiz one i added k..

i shud try to get a sleep nw...or i'll b sleepy in class the next morning..

2008-05-20T11:32:00.006+08:00

I'm in class rite now...the discussion about this longhouse is getting HOTTER!!

hahahaahha...but the main thing now i wanna upload pictures for Max to see...

wakakakaka...

Max is sleeping!!!

Too tired i guess huh??

love taking pictures...But i dun edit my pictures...hahahaha..NATURAL K!!

Now get back to discussion!! :D

2008-05-18T16:27:00.002+08:00

I'm too tired today..yesterday went out and mit my frens..:)
well...but i do not njoy so much of myself, i was too tired too talk or eat, so i slept...
furthermore...i some sort was mad n sad at boyfie...he didnt tell me tat he wanna mit me or wat,
n then i was outside till tiz morning..so was it my fault?? haiz...why..why must u alwaes b like tat?! i neva once stop u from gg out wit ur frens n njoy urself..but y cant i njoy myself wit my frens like u did?

seriously...i dunnoe how much longer can i hold on...i've been holding on 4 almost 3 years..n yet u r still the same..u won't change..do u really treat me like ur gf? have u ever appreaciate wat i've done 4 u all tiz while? It's like i'm the only one luving u..i've neva been rude to u, neva shouted at u b4, i was there wen u nid me, gave u my heart n everything...but wat did i get in return?
As days pass, i was hoping tat u wud change n show me ur luv again like wat u used to...

Dont blame me if i dun luv u animore
Dont blame me if i were to go back to him again
Dont blame me if we're nt 2gther animore
Dont blame me if i leave u again

Well i gt tiz song frm my bro song's list...-LOVE IS BLIND-

I see you all the timeNever see you smileI try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself He Took Your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care? how you feel... You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wana see you out that door... cuz girl you know your worth much more

So baby tell me why?you stick aroundAlways lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you knowThe only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the oneI don't know what to say no moreI
wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiriI really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him goI don't know what he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Girl I understandThat you're scaredAnd you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't trueNo no noI know that there someone there for you
Someone that will seeThat you are worthAn undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth much more
iWana see you out that door

I really find the lyrics meaningful and its like wat happening to me..
Hah..if only there's a guy who dedicate tiz song to me...

Well..i really dunnoe wat i shud do nw...to still b wit him or to juz leave him...
But wateva tat has happenned or will happen i will juz b strong

Yea today's entry is quite long...i juz nid to pour it all out...
so yah...juz lead my life wit the flow...

2008-05-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

i'm bored...i dunnoe wat to do rite nw..
so yah..blog...wat else....im waiting for my bro to come home, coz im goin out soon...
i need to go mit my bestie, coz she's borrowing me her hair straightener!!
i nid to straightened my hair...coz tmrw is my graduation day!!! hoooray!!!

hahaha...panjang umur adek aku...he juz got home....but i have to wait for boyfie nw..haiyo
leceh lah....i'll b sleepin over at mt aunt's place tonite...aske her to do my hair..:D

ok2 lah....im calling boyfie now....:D

goodnite!!

2008-05-13T15:50:00.002+08:00

Im done with my presentation!!! i'm im super happy k!! i tink tiz is one of the best presentation
tat i've done!!! yahoooo!! the faci gave good comments and even mention tat it's like 6P expectation.....can u imagine tat?! hahaha...

ok2...the main thing i wanna blog todae is about Siti Nor Zulaini...yah she's my classmate..
I found out tat she had another url..but only certain galz in my class noes it...I TOT SHE SAID SHE WONT BLOG AGAIN!!! WAT THE FUCK!!! but got another blog, and said..."me stop blogging,in ur dreams" hahahaha....but wen she found out tat we knew bout her blog tingy...
she deleted her entries and wanted to change new url!!! wats the use of having a blog then huh!!!
Go and write personal diary instead lah stupid!!! seriously i dun noe wats ur motive of doing tiz stupid ting...haiz...grow up lah gal!!!

hahahaha...i dun tink she is satisfied wit wat has happen lor..still hold grudges against us..i mean maria, n fana...since she said at her last blog, "settled only wit farhanah and maria"..bt i dun tink she is sincere wen she is saying sorry..wats the use rite galz u apologising to her!!! i told u dun bother bout her..yet u galz still wanna sae sorry...haiyo...tiz tings wont end lah...hahaha

WAteva lah gal...juz make sure tat u dun cross my line...!!! ;)

2008-05-12T11:29:00.004+08:00

i'm in class rite nw....n im feeling very sleepy....

didn't have a gd sleep laz nite..coz of my piercing...had a new piercing on my top right ear

it was damn pain lah eh...my ear was damn red after the piercing..

and it is still aching til nw..!!

And im werking yesterdae...It was so full lah...and super busy!!!

and yesterdae was also Mothers' Day....and i'm so tired of doing servicing...haiz

and got nothin to do..camwhoring myself in the toilet..hahaha

Yah..and tiz pic..my collegue, Hafiz took it!!

He took it again..and he ask me to pose like tat!

2008-05-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

I juz wanna wish my boyfie
ABDUL HANAN
HAPPY 34TH MONTHZ ANNIVESARY!!

tat's all 4 todae...coz i'm really very tired now...
i'll update tmrw again..:D

2008-05-07T12:08:00.002+08:00

AAArrrgggghhhh i'm having a bad headache!!
My head is like spinning...Todae's cognitive is a bit confusing to me...The resources has too much werds...Its making me more confused..And i have no idea wat am i going 2 put inside the ppt...
okae2 forget bout it 4 nw...

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Yesterdae i and boyfie went 2 woodlands checkpoint..i was looking
something to wear for my grad...n i only bought a brown pant...it's quite nice ah...and not tat expensive too...hahaha
It was a short "trip"...we went off after buying tat....and we go to "lepak"
under a void deck...we wrestled each other 4 awhile...hahaha..tats our daily routine lah!!

then we relax...till boyfie fell asleep...and i'm soo bored...i took pictures around us...

He's sleeping...n im bored!!

It's cause of tat fan,he's asleep..so shiok leh...

hmmmm.....tot of buying chocolates, but i've got no enuf coins wit me

But instead we only bought a can of mug...:)

The black helmet is mine, the white is boyfie's

Yah..n tats his bikey...

and tat's his hp....ok im super bored lor...

Now GET BACK TO WERK!!! :D

2008-05-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hi!!

Feeling a lil tired...But did enjoyed myself todae..haha wit werk!!
It's soooo damn busy lor...PUBLIC HOLIDAY!! wat do u xpect rite...??
Well...my back hurts a lot...!! N guess wat?!! Tmrw i have to werk....
Well tat means i'm nt goin 2 skul my frens!! hehehehe....
I'm werking full shift!! 1130am-1030pm!

Wah..i'm goin 2 b soo tired...
I met up wit shafina n adi just nw...ate at banquet...cant even finish my food..
so damn spicy!! I dunnoe y but i find i look attractive todae!! hahaha
tats wat my supervisor said....n i looked different!! evenmy fren didnt recognise me!!!
i waved at them from far...n he turned...i see him lip read saying.."sape seh"
N he just walked away!! hahahaha

And u guys noe wat?!!! i went 4 eye lash extension!! tot of showing it 2 my classmates
but too bad im nt goin 2 skul...it looked soo damn nice and adorable!!!
hehehe...i LOVE it sooo much!!! so pple watch out 4 my new lashes k!!
hahahaha...

klah2...i wanna go eat nw....
Nitey!!